Quite burnt
Waxy nub
One end worked
Twisted and ground
Tight into square hole
T’other, charred,
Broken wicked
A real effort to relight
Dig deep with knife
Prise and
Lift…
.
.
Maybe
One day
365.
Done it.
Not quite one a day produced.
But net result the same.
So, now what...
and yes, I know this site doesn't have 365, but I started back in the {Minion} days...
I shall redo my Demon pages.
So, no poem today, if they're poems that is.
Possibly no poems for a while.
Feel free to offer suggestions as to what I might do next.
And so, knife descends
Kind and loving words
That held its fall at apogee
Finally turning stale in deaf ears
Massive gash hacked through inner thigh
Tang of steel and blood a final kiss goodbye
A fuck you to a world
That hasn’t noticed and doesn’t care
And wasn’t listening anyway
Pain of living is done
Passed on to family and friend
Take that knife
Plunge it deep
Twist and pull
Twist and pull
Watch blood well
Flow and bubble
See that knife
Stained to hilt
Plunge it deep
Plunge it deep
Again and again
Again and again
Fake man swaying in field of wheat
Scares avian to fearful flight
Away from feast of insects and grain
.
Yet dead man swaying in iron cage
Draws them in to wine and dine
Pecking carrion eyes plucking at festering tongue
.
Startled by gaseous escape
But soon return to drink of putrid brains
As they drip from mouth nose ears and eye sockets
Dance
Sway and swirl
Twist and turn
Be one
With
Natures breathe
As you
Dangle on
Your gallows
Tether
These words swarm in shoals
Twisting and darting dodging
Eluding the dredging mental net
.
An unfortunate few caught
Dragged out to flounder and flop
On minds stark decking
.
To be scraped and gutted
Scaled and prepared
For others delectation
.
I think
I may have
Over fished these waters
Once more she recovered herself
And thrust up her clenched hands in frenzy
Imaginations are clogged with other people’s outputs
You also will be men; it will not belong
If at rare moments you stop smelling sulphur
It’s because you have begun smelling gas
Out of the bowels of the earth like a snake
Put sleep as black as beauty
In the secret of my belly
He had dropped his arm
And stood with his hands against his thighs
Like a statue
Alive
But not living
Performing routines
Day in day out
Automata
.
Rat race runner
Drudge and grind
Disposable replaceable
What
Is
The
Point
?
Our paths will cross
I have seen it
Followed my future course
And saw us intersect
And there will be tears
And there will be blood
And there will be suffering for loved ones
Our paths will detach
And I will remain healthy hearty and whole
And you will remain remains
I would,
If I could,
I would
Build a tower,
A tower
Reaching,
Higher
Than trees,
Higher than
Mountains,
Higher than
Clouds,
Not, mind you,
Not to be
Nearer God,
But,
But to get away,
Away from,
You.
Glass cold eyes
Monotone voice
Both trying to lie
You’ve run out of lies
Same lines again and again
Raised in heated vehemence
Until cold glass shatters
Ripping – shredding the monotone
Crackling whispers slip into silence
All done
No lies
No truth
Just silence
Glass dust catching light
Beautiful momentary rainbow clarity
You’ll never understand
As you blindly stare
Sigh
Turn
Walk away
Some count ten, some eleven
And some don’t go past seven
There is sometimes joy and mirth
There are weddings and births
.
Some tell of Silver
And some take your gold
Others will keep quiet
Their secrets untold
.
Some tell of rich and others poor
Some wish, some kiss
Some offer heaven and some hell
And some will for joyous bliss
.
A number for laughing
Another for crying
Yet another for sickness
And one more for dying
.
Some offer a girl
Some offer a boy
And even the Devil's own self.
Some foretell witches
And some foretell wealth
.
But
About all they agree on
Is
One is for sorrow
Tie my spotted shoes for dancing,
When you walk, Stars walks with you,
Between your breast and your belly
We look right through them at the wall behind.
And pulled when he came home,
Hungry, gloomy, with red wild eyes
This seemed the more strange
Because of the death upon the tree.
He shut up and poured himself some coffee
See ye Christ has risen from his Cups
It was hot, thick, and sweet,
He wouldn't be giving it to anyone now
One of peace, solitude
Wonderful vistas
Leafy woods, shimmering lakes, rolling fields
Solitude and peace and boredom
.
One of excitement, sociable
Wonderful vistas
Vibrant shops, social venues, neon clubs
Excitement and crowds and boredom
.
Or suburbia, sociable solitude
Wonderful vistas
Near shops, near woods, on the edge
Best of both worlds and still boring.
I toil in soil
With shovel and sack
Wrestle you free
With bar and rope
I am the light
At the end of your tunnel
I am your resurrectionist
John V. Atanasoff
Aaron T. Beck
Frank W. Cyrthe
I am not
.
Thomas A. Dorsey
William Phelps Eno
Ronald Fisher
I am not
.
Hugo Gernsback
John Harrison
Moritz Schlick
I am not
.
But I am
The father of A.L.A-H